Thursday, February 21, 2008
Yesterday and today had been a roller coaster ride for me. I experienced one of my worst and also one of my best times of my life just within a span of a day. Lol.
Was waiting for the call from HC last night. The more I waited, the more anxious I become. Was so anxious till a stage I almost broke down. Lay on my bed and began to wonder. What if I really couldn't make it. What if I have to leave all my friends. What if I have to end up in AJ for my next 2 years. Really felt like crying out but I held back my tears.
It was like this for 3 hours before I began to feel better somehow. I started to relax and let go. There's nothing I can do about it anyway. Then Gavin called and gave me this glimmer of hope when 2 applicants rejected their appeal. I decided not to expect too much from it. I don't want to fall down hard once more.
Reported to AJ in the morning. Was mentally prepared to face that place for my next 2 years already. But this one call changed my entire course. The caller went something like "Hi. Is this Lennis? If there's a spot in HC, would you like to enter?" I almost wanted to scream into the phone but managed to control myself. Actually before that call, there was already a missed call 2 minutes before that. I suppose it's the same person. Luckily for me I picked up the phone if not I could not have come back! =D
Yeah. So that's the whole story for me. I'm damn high now!!! Woohoo!!
{9:49 PM}