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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Feeling a little depressed today. And it's NOT because rw blame me for not going to the airport to fetch her. -.-!!
Hate to have people putting hopes and expectations on myself. Not that I'm disappointed about myself or whatever. I don't really care if it was a screw up on my part on my own work. Things become different when it involves others.
Perhaps I'm just thinking too much about it but I seriously can't help it. I want it to go smoothly. As in who doesn't? The rest are all putting such great trust and hope in me and in the end I couldn't produce results. And the thing is that the results aren't going to affect just me alone. It feels just like I've somewhat made the rest suffer from what I've done though it isn't really totally the case. I just can't help but feel bad. ><
Went back to CHS today to tutor Clement. Didn't really do much. Was doing Reaction Kinetics tutorial. Only helped him with some questions.
Physics SPA tomorrow! And omg! Shit! Eld's present! =/
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