Thursday, December 25, 2008
I seriously don't know what am I doing awake at this hour. Can't seem to get asleep. Slept from like 11 and woke up at 1 just to find myself tossing and turning on my bed till now.
And so it's Christmas. Just another day every year that I have to go to church for mass. Just another day I go to my grandma's house for dinner. Just that there aren't any presents for me to open this year.
Maybe I shouldn't even get up from my bed to be here. Maybe I should just continue to be living in my dreams. But every time I close my eyes, you appear in my mind. There's this sudden pain in my chest, tears unknowingly flowing down my cheek. I tried to bring myself away but I never succeeded, just like the moon and stars. Be it covered by the clouds or light too faint to be seen, they will always be there, never leaving the sky.
For Sale:
One Heart.
Horrible Condition.
Will take anything for it.
Please.
Just cut it out of my chest and end this suffering.
{3:29 AM}