Friday, December 26, 2008
Seems that I'm updating quite often these days. But all for the wrong reasons...
Hate sleepless nights. Like what happens almost every night... Whenever I close my eyes, there isn't place for my tears that uncontrollably flow down my cheek, because all I see is you...
Hate crying myself to sleep. Like what happens almost every night... It feels that I'm all alone, in darkness, with no one to turn to, seemingly trapped in a deep dark abyss for eternity...
Hate feeling so helpless. Like what happens almost every night... It feels as though I'm walking through a long long tunnel. It never seems to end, always searching for the light at the end of it. Just hoping that it won't be just another train that will push me back to square one over again...
But what matters really isn't loneliness... It's being forgotten by someone you could never forget...
Looks like I have to wash my face in tears tonight... yet again...
{12:13 AM}