Light ... of My Life

2011-06-13T15:52:00.002+08:00

Never thought I will come back to this place. And I don't think anyone still remember/visit this place anymore.

It has been 716 days. A good 716 days.

Didn't think that it would end but it did.

Let the days be like this place; nothing but memories of the past. Memories that I will always remember. Memories I will always keep by my side.

I know, in my heart, I do not want the ending to be this way but I'm also aware that it's for the good of both of us.

Hope that you will too keep these memories and all the best.

With Love,
Lennis :)

2010-01-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

6 more days...
Sian...
x.x

2010-01-18T19:08:00.003+08:00

i think i shouldn't bottle up my feelings...

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!

2010-01-09T10:55:00.007+08:00

I hate it when I don't know what's going on...

Worst of all, there's nothing I can do about it...

Life sucks...

Why...

2009-07-19T12:56:00.002+08:00

Flying in less than 24 hours. Still trying to pack my bag and checking if I missed out anything. So irritating to pack for overseas trip =.=

It really sucks when you are unaware after doing something that actually hurt someone, directly or not. And the worst feeling comes after you know it. =( Or perhaps it's due to one's selfishness. More often than not, people's interest do conflict inevitably and doing so would just hurt the other party.

I'm sorry... ...

2009-06-28T11:44:00.003+08:00

It has been really really long since I updated my blog. Like more than 1 month ago. Lol! =/ so I shall write something here so that there's something in my June 2009 archive. Haha!

Ok but it's like one more day to blocks2 and I don't think I should be doing this right now. Nvm. Haha. Haven't really been studying hard enough for this blocks but I don't feel the urgency somehow (right sam! why ah! LOL!) Hope things will go smoothly. =/

Received this message from my aunt this morning and one of the lines read...
An Angel says, 'Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice..'
So don't worry, be happy for "If God is for us, who can be against us?"

OMG I can't believe I just wrote that whole chunk. It's like too religious for me. But well, it just makes me feel better after reading it. =)

<3 25! =D

2009-05-19T09:27:00.002+08:00

It totally feels like a dream. Even now it still does. For all these time, we have worked so hard and it boils down to that very moment. The feeling that we had when we got the last point was indescribable. For 6 longs years, with all the hardships endured through the relentless trainings, we have finally won the gold medal!

Okay... I know all these is going to sound really cliche but it's from the bottom of my heart. All these wouldn't have been possible without the effort of the whole team. Every single one of us. The ones that shouted our lungs out, that endured all kinds of physical training together, that pushed ourselves to the limits. The gold belongs to the team.

And I think the person that the team should thank the most is Coach. He is the one who trained us for the past 2 years and without him, all of us would not have seen such major improvements.

And of course a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who came down to support the finals especially those that pon-ed lessons (Yes rw. Treat. I know. Lol!), cab down immediately after their lessons even though it was really rush. And also all the well wishes from those that were not able to make it. THANK YOU!

Okay, I think that's all I hope. Haha. For now, both my throat and nose is really bad. =/ and I don't think I should be online now. =P

2009-05-10T10:46:00.002+08:00

First round of nationals was over with 2 wins and a loss to PJC. But I guess it really isn't a bad thing to lose after all.

2nd round draw: TJC, VJC, JJC

If we had won PJC then our 2nd round draw would be NYJC, AJC, ACJC =O

=D Lady Luck is finally on our side with the draws! First match of 2nd round tomorrow with TJC! Consecutive 4 days of matches. Hope I can pull it through. >.< All the way HCVB!

2009-05-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I hate myself for procrastinating so much but well, who would choose work over play anyway? =/ Feeling quite dead for all the mock SPA and Econs essay test (Not like I survived any Econs test before) Shall work harder after season. =P

So nationals went off with a roaring start with YJC and things are heating up with the upcoming matches especially one with PJC on Wed. Jiayou HCVB! Hwa Chong FTW!

2009-04-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I'm simply awed by the way my mood can actually change by something really trivial. Perhaps it isn't really a bad thing if it's something that makes me happy but it sucks when it's not.

Perhaps I think too much. Analyzing everything to the most minute detail possible. Sometimes (most of the time actually) it makes me really sick and tired rather than pissed/irritated/angry/happy/satisfied after I manage to come up with a conclusion.

Never liked hypocrisy. But some things just can't be avoided.

Maybe it's better that I don't think too much and just pretend nothing happened. Ignorance is bliss. =)

Better try to control my mood especially when nationals is coming since my performance is so freaking easily affected by my mood. It's really freaky. >.<

A Town Called Hypocrisy - Lostprophets (love their songs! Haha! =D)

2009-04-18T18:29:00.002+08:00

Finally H3 2nd Term Assessment over! Though it's super dead for me, glad that it's over. For now at least. I think I should go and borrow some books so read for my H3 if not I totally can't imagine what's going to happen for the exam. =/ Sabrina says if you fail H3 the subject won't appear on your A' Level certificate? Not sure how true is it though.

Nationals coming up in barely a week! Jiayou HCVB! Let's get a gold back! =D

2009-04-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

It has been quite some time ever since I felt so much stress over my studies. Perhaps it's due to the unsatisfactory performance for blocks1 though it isn't the direct cause for my stress now. Perhaps this under-performance made me feel that I shouldn't be doing anymore injustice to myself and I really should just work harder, at least for the coming H3 test.

Okay, I'm not emo-ing and I'm not going to commit suicide. Hahaha. Just need some place to rant. I guess it's time to study for my H3 test.

I'm so going to mug like shit after my season. Like really mug like I don't think anyone have seen before (maybe besides the CHS people who know me haha).

2009-04-05T21:04:00.001+08:00

I think I'm having really bad moodswings these days. =/ Totally sucks... Shall try to control and calm myself. >.<

For now get back to work! Lab Report by tomorrow!!! Zzz......

2009-04-04T09:47:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it gets really irritating when things just don't go the way you want it to be. Or rather it gets really frustrating and screwed up when things just go the way you don't want it to be.

Sometimes people think they know a lot and try to come up with their own conclusion when things just ain't like what they thought it to be. Then they get too overwhelmed by their own feelings that they think that whatever they thought was right and start to make baseless comments and remarks.

Not that I'm not like that. Sometimes I think I'm like this, getting too emotional over some issues that I don't get my facts right first before I settled with a conclusion of my own thoughts. It just pisses me off especially when people accuse me of something that I didn't think I did it in the first place. Sometimes things get to the extent of being condemned by some actions that you have never done before.

And I really hate rumours. Okay... Not that I have never believed or spread a rumour before but some things really get so out of hand that not only it is false but even the facts are totally distorted and personally I'm not really against people talking about me behind my back. Just don't let me know when all the facts get distorted. -.-!!

People may think that I'm too concerned over the views or comments of others. But for me there's a limit to how much I can take. It's okay when it concerns only me like how I'm a flirt/how my ego is so freaking-ass-big/how I'm so arrogant/whatever shit there is floating out there. But I hate it when all these things affects the people around me and get pulled down into this pile of shit together.

I think people who know me will know why I'm talking about all these...

So much for a "proper gander" destroying a person/organisation/nation...

2009-03-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hate myself... totally...

=(

2009-03-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

Never felt so dead for maths before. Paper wasn't difficult. Just can't do it for some reason.

Sigh...

2009-03-19T13:22:00.006+08:00

What the hell is wrong with my com man! First it was the old problem of intermittent crashes. Then after it managed to start up I CAN'T SIGN INTO MSN!!!!! -.-!!!!!!

F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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okay... everything looks fine now... though it freaking took me almost the whole morning -.-

2009-03-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hols haven't been really productive these few days. Basically I can sum up whatever I did in 3 words - eat, sleep, play. =P I think my dota skills are like crap now. Can't even win AI -.-!! And I seriously respect those people who actually have the patience to do all the super-duper-long notes on Facebook. I took so freaking long to do just ONE tagged by dino. LOL!

Friendly with Hilda's B Div was quite good. They are really strong for a B Div team. And it was damn dramatic today. Mel totally got knocked on the ground and just lay there motionless. Totally reminded me of myself 4 years ago. DAMN SCARY PLEASE OMG~! ><

I seriously don't want to lose this chance. Such a rare opportunity to have such a great team together and it feels as though I'm looking at this chance slip away from me bit by bit. Com'on boy please recover in time for the nationals!!!! ><

Training tomorrow and I guess it's time for me to start mugging. Haha.

2009-03-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

Finally the first phase of blocks test is over! 4 papers down! Out of which 2 are confirmed to be dead. One hoping to at least pass. The other was quite good. Haha. Brain totally fried from the 5 hours of mugging in school yesterday. =/

2 more papers to go! Or 3 for history students who only needed to mug for 1 paper in the past week! =P Muahahaha physics people's turn to laugh! LOL! Just kidding! =P

Good thing is that all the mugging-intensive subjects are down! =D

2009-03-10T04:56:00.002+08:00

I have been increasingly getting online at weird timings these days but can't help it when there are just so many things to do. =(

Supposed to wake up at 2am! But apparently I'm not able to do so and ended up waking up at 4am. Zzz... Econs + H2 Phy + H3 Phy consecutively = DIEEEEEE! >.< Please don't let me flop so badly. =/

Ok... I'm just getting really bored and tired and ranting here. Back to work!

you cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude towards what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you...

2009-03-07T08:32:00.005+08:00

Hoho! Rise and shine people! Though the sky looks really gloomy now =/ Weather sux these days. Slept too early e.g. 7pm yesterday thus explaining this weird timing of me blogging now. xP

It's like 6 more days to blocks! Haven't started on anything though. =X Luckily today no training but it isn't going to make much of a difference since my parents wants us to go to my grandma's place later in the afternoon. But coming to think of it, it has been some time ever since the last time I swam (as in really swim, so it excludes all the party dunks into the pool haha)

For now I guess I'm just stoning and slacking and waiting for breakfast. Too early in the morning to start mugging. Haha! =P

Jiayou for blocks people!!

"Whatever you hold in your mind will tend to occur in your life. If you continue to believe as you have always believed, you will continue to act as you have always acted. If you continue to act as you have always acted, you will continue to get what you have always gotten. If you want different results in your life or work, all you have to do is change your mind."

2009-03-03T22:23:00.002+08:00

Am totally feeling like shit now. -.- Have been having a terrible headache and a little fever since Sunday after Fac CIP. And I had to teleport twice today at 1430 from HC to NJ for lab and at 1700 from NJ back to HC for training. Totally regretted going for training. Zzz...

Wonder how I do my physics SPA with my current condition... -.- And I still owe Luther present! Oops! =P

Okay... Can't tahan anymore... Need some sleep. Lights out!

Sometimes the ultimate enemy that you need to overcome is no one else but yourself...

2009-02-21T12:39:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day. End of story.

Just finish wrapping the present for my "hot and sexy gf" (note: gf is in inverted commas haha). Walked like nearly 4 hours with Rachel from Taka, to Heerens, to FAR EAST and BACK TO HEEREENS! You should feel so honoured man! Omg. I think it's the first present that I wrapped myself (normally I don't even bother wrapping them LOL).

Friendly with IK later. Hope we won't get thrash too badly. But the most importantly I hope we can play our best today. =D HCVB!

And I still don't know how to go meltan's cousin's place! =/

Off to lunch then training!

and ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIE CHIA YAN XIN! =D

It's my life, and I choose the way I wanna live it... =)

2009-02-17T05:11:00.002+08:00

If only doing stuff helps
If only time helps
If only anything will
If only all these didn't even happen at all...

2009-02-08T09:59:00.002+08:00

I think (along with many others) I'm going mad these days. I'm actually doing my tutorials and mugging. Lol! Perhaps at the back of my mind my brain is telling me that it's already year 2 and I should start working. Perhaps it's due to my H3 which requires me to do all the work myself since no one is able to help me. Or perhaps I'm just trying to occupy myself with something so that I would not start thinking...... again...

H3 Lab on Wed = Need to read a 11-pg Lab manual before doing it + complete a 2-3 pg report. Ahh! I rather do SPA. LOL! And there's lecture tomorrow = another whole collection of slides to read since I won't understand what the hell the lecturer will be talking about. -.-!! Sometimes I wonder why did I take H3. 自讨苦吃.

Sometimes no matter how much I want things back, what's lost is lost... forever...

2009-02-02T20:14:00.004+08:00

Haven't been coming online these days. Late trainings and school days (due to stupid h3 -.-) have been really tiring. Explaining my early 'disappearance'. Haha.

After 3 lectures of NTU H3 Contemporary Physics, I hereby announce that I'm going to fail the exam in June. It's totally nuts! Damn it~! -.- Should have taken Chemistry. Lol! >.<

Must work harder this year. For both studies and volleyball. Jiayou Lennis! =O

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

2009-01-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Is it wrong to love...

2009-01-17T22:54:00.004+08:00

Training today was pretty fun. Can't pin-point the reason but I just feel good during training today. =D Dinner and ice cream with Yukang, Zhaoqi, Sam and Mel. Thanks zq for the treat! Haha. Oh and next time no more madjack! LOL!

Had a good time opening my mouth last night when I was talking to Sharon who is a friend of Sufen and Eliz. Added me on msn. Talked to me and she seems to know a lot of stuff about me! LOL! What have you been telling her, Eliz! Hahahaha.

Maths test on Mon and I haven't started revising. Revision tomorrow! Haha! =P

怎么能忘，时间多长...

2009-01-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

Today's training is one of the toughest in many many many months. Elbows are sore and hands breaking anytime. Damn it! LOL!

And JonQuek is damn blur!!! XD You owe me one! HAHAHA!

Totally too tired to do the GP articles now. Time to sleep!

It's easy to forget what's said, easy to forget what's done, but people will never forget how you made them feel...

2009-01-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

I'm totally loving my new GP teacher! So now only need to do 2 articles from issues and ideas! WOOHOO! XD And omg... She's a super niao-er. LOL!

And there's hair check tomorrow. Damn it. -.- I totally don't feel like cutting my hair. It's not even long lo! Grah!

I think this is such a random post. Lol. Okay... I'm just too lazy to start doing my GP. =P

I don't wish to be everything to everyone... just something... to someone...

2009-01-12T21:47:00.003+08:00

First day of school totally sucks. Firstly I had to start of a day copying chemistry holiday homework in the morning. Secondly I was caught for my supposedly long hair by Mr Teo. Thirdly the college canteen got revamped and got worse?! -.-

Bad day.

And juniors got back results. Feel happy for some of them who did really really well. Like ZIWEI getting 8 POINTS and that's like SAME AS ME!!! =O But I guess it wasn't a good year for some. The supposedly best batch in the last 3 years got a msg of 9.8 which is like higher than the previous 2 years? But CHS did made it to the newspapers for excellent results with 12 top scorers out of 35? =O Haha.

Looking at the results of my juniors reminded me of what it was like a year ago. What's yours will be yours, what's not will never be... I guess I was one of the lucky ones who got what I wished for. Just hope for the best for my juniors. Don't feel too sad/depressed/devastated over it though I totally understand how it is like. =/ Just remember that everyone will be behind you! =)

I guess it's fate at work... yet again...

2009-01-06T10:13:00.003+08:00

Have been too lazy to update these days. Will be staying over at my grandma's place from today till around Sun? Parents going overseas to celebrate their wedding anniversary. =O Means no com. Damn! I will be seriously rotting down there. Zzz...

And hoho! I'm looking forward to class chalet! =D S65! Miss you peeps! =))

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过

究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白办不到的承诺

就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱他

笑著难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

2009-01-01T17:03:00.009+08:00

Okay... I feel damn bad now. Ps-ed eld, sufen and pat then in the end ps-ed my aunt also because I was too tired and fell asleep when I reached home in the morning. Damn it! -.-

First post for 2009! And HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =D

Still feeling tired after sleeping from like 8am to 4.30pm? =/ GRAH! If I sleep somemore I don't have to sleep tonight already... Cannot fall asleep... Cannot fall asleep... Cannot fall asleep... Cannot fall asleep... Cannot fall asleep... Cannot fall asleep... Cannot fall asleep...*does some push-ups* XD

let 2009 be a new beginning... of an end...

2008-12-30T22:10:00.004+08:00

Training today was... Err... Pretty happening comparatively. Coach shocked the hell of everyone just now. =O Stoned at the rooftop of block D (I think) for quite some time after training. School at night in the holidays really is very quiet. Though it wasn't really that quiet just now with all the chit-chatting going on. Really nice place to get away from everything...

on the surface everything seems alright... but I still don't dare and don't know how to face you...

2008-12-30T13:45:00.007+08:00

This feeling ain't right... I can't explain it myself... I don't know why...

It isn't exactly the same as before... but it's still hurting...

Perhaps it isn't hurt... maybe fear... fear of losing you... forever...

2008-12-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

I don't know how to describe my feelings right now...

Lost and found perhaps?

2008-12-29T15:36:00.002+08:00

Just came back from a hair cut (like finally! Haha!). Decided to walk around Novena Square since I had nothing to do anyway if I came back home. Okay. Not really with all the holiday homework which I totally have no intention of touching them. =P

Unknowingly I walked to the spot just outside of the complex where we sat down that day. Wouldn't it be great if things were the same as before... Can things return to what it was before... Will things be the same as before...

I'm tired of running, away from reality.

And I think it's time for me to face it.

2008-12-28T22:54:00.003+08:00

Looking at my previous posts, I guess let's take a break from all the emo-ness. Haha. So sorry for all you readers out there who read my emo posts especially on Christmas and Boxing Day. =/

Today was ... err... GREAT! =D Went shopping after church today with my parents. Bought myself a new shoe and a shirt! =O My brothers bought some shirts and a vest too! BIG BIG damage. Hehe =P I think my dad slashed like 400/500 bucks today? OOPS =/ OH! And the total90 gym bag (red and black) is damn niceeeee! LOL! But I didn't buy in the end. Damage too much... Haha!

Supposed to cut my hair today but I guess there wasn't enough time. Haha. Time to cut hair tomorrow!

Was looking at my past archives and came across this Chinese phrase...

前方是绝路, 希望在转角

Forgotten what I was thinking when I saw this phrase and how I ended up blogging about it but it doesn't really matter already. Perhaps I should just accept the fact that it's a deadend and there's nothing I can do about it. Rather than crashing myself against the wall, why not take a turn.

Life has never been a straight road anyway. It's like an endless maze. You have to find a way out of it no matter what. Simply trying to break the walls is just going to waste your energy.

let go, let God...

p.s. can't remember where I read this last line from but I remember reading it somewhere. Haha! =P

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I think I remember where I read the last line from already... =)

2008-12-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

Seems that I'm updating quite often these days. But all for the wrong reasons...

Hate sleepless nights. Like what happens almost every night... Whenever I close my eyes, there isn't place for my tears that uncontrollably flow down my cheek, because all I see is you...

Hate crying myself to sleep. Like what happens almost every night... It feels that I'm all alone, in darkness, with no one to turn to, seemingly trapped in a deep dark abyss for eternity...

Hate feeling so helpless. Like what happens almost every night... It feels as though I'm walking through a long long tunnel. It never seems to end, always searching for the light at the end of it. Just hoping that it won't be just another train that will push me back to square one over again...

But what matters really isn't loneliness... It's being forgotten by someone you could never forget...

Looks like I have to wash my face in tears tonight... yet again...

2008-12-25T03:29:00.003+08:00

I seriously don't know what am I doing awake at this hour. Can't seem to get asleep. Slept from like 11 and woke up at 1 just to find myself tossing and turning on my bed till now.

And so it's Christmas. Just another day every year that I have to go to church for mass. Just another day I go to my grandma's house for dinner. Just that there aren't any presents for me to open this year.

Maybe I shouldn't even get up from my bed to be here. Maybe I should just continue to be living in my dreams. But every time I close my eyes, you appear in my mind. There's this sudden pain in my chest, tears unknowingly flowing down my cheek. I tried to bring myself away but I never succeeded, just like the moon and stars. Be it covered by the clouds or light too faint to be seen, they will always be there, never leaving the sky.

For Sale:
One Heart.
Horrible Condition.
Will take anything for it.
Please.
Just cut it out of my chest and end this suffering.

2008-12-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

So what's the occasion today... It's Christmas Eve! And soon it'll be Christmas! People say it's the festival of joy and giving. People say it's time for some presents and gathering under the Christmas tree. People say let's go out in the snow and have some fun. People say omg it's so damn freaking hot out there. But what the heck... I feel no nuts at all.

Many things change, especially when one grows older. Things are hardly the same anymore. I can't remember when was the last time I received a Christmas present. I can't remember when was the last time I sat down with my brothers under the Christmas tree, opening all the presents we have. I can't remember the excitement and anticipation I had for all the family gatherings on this so-called-special day.

Perhaps people just tend to out-grow many things. Like how all of us out-grow all the little toy models or dolls we had when we were little kids. Like how we would out-grow all the pestering of our parents to carry us around and bring us to the playground. And perhaps out-growing the inner self that we once had. How I was so carefree and easily contented about all the little things in life. How I lived through each day thinking that it would be another day to play with my toys. How I would have pull my dad's pants everyday to bring me to the amusement park and take the rides with me. Wouldn't it be great if things were the same as it was before...

Perhaps I just have not learned to appreciate the "joy" of all the problems of life. Perhaps I'm just being too pessimistic about everything that comes. Perhaps I just don't know how to enjoy life. Or perhaps I just don't know how to let it go...

I'm getting real tired. Real worn out. I don't know how much more I can take. I don't know how much longer I can hold. I read this article. They say "time heals all wounds". I sure hope it does. But too bad... it doesn't. Time is just a realm of space. It can be ruthless, cold, unforgiving. Or just the opposite. Time can wear you out, torture you bit by bit, and eventually take you away. Or it can help you get away from all the troubles and worries of life. But what matters isn't time itself. It's you.

Perhaps I'm just too dumb to comprehend its true meaning. Or perhaps I just don't want to comprehend. Or perhaps I can't. I know this isn't going to bring me anywhere. But I can't help it. What can I do...

Maybe I should just live in my dreams, with my dreams, where I feel no worries, no troubles, no pain. But eventually, I have to get back into the real world. Whatever I see, whatever I do, whatever I hear, somehow, it brings me back to you. However I avoid, However I run, However I get away, somehow, nothing will change. The wound in my heart never stops hurting. The scar that remains never goes away...

2008-12-23T13:05:00.005+08:00

"God thought the world He created was perfect. But look at the mess it is in now."

Saw this line from an old Chinese movie I was watching and started thinking about the world of my own. Perhaps the world was a perfect place, and so was mine. Until people/I started to mess it all up.

How I wish that I was still a little kid. Young and innocent. Unaware of all the troubles and problems of life. Waiting for every day to pass as if it was just another day that I can play with my little toys, going to the playground, carried around by my parents. How I wish everything was that simple. Wouldn't it be perfect...

But then again... What is "perfect"... A playground would be a perfect wonderland for a little kid. Being rich would be perfect for a businessman. What about a playground for the businessman or money for the little kid? Perhaps being perfect is subjective after all. And so to God the world is perfect. But it may not be the case for us all.

Or perhaps a little mess in life would be better. So perhaps the world is perfect and imperfect. That makes good and bad different. "Good" exist because of "evil". And so "perfect" exist because things are imperfect.

So the world is perfectly fine... Because it is imperfect. Same for my world. So after all, people didn't mess up the world. They just made it more "perfect".

Sometimes I wonder if things really go according to nature, or fate, or God, or a reflection of another dimension or something else. I wonder why did my life ended up like this. Perhaps it is nature. Perhaps it is destined to be like this because of fate. Perhaps it is God who is controlling whatever that happens. Or perhaps someone or something in the other dimension is messing up my life. All I know is that all these hurts... It really does...

I wanna cry... I really do... But I can't...
I want you back in my life... And I want you out of it too...

p.s. I never really understood a lyrics of a song as much as this. Lindsay Lohan ~ Something I never had

2008-12-22T17:10:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to believe that my dad always has to spend money whenever he comes back. Haha. Just bought a new printer, a karaoke player?, and some cooking stuff all of which amounted to near 1k? =/ My dad is somehow a little crazy over karaoke nowadays. Haha.

Decided not to go for CIP today. Firstly I have enough hours. Secondly... Err... I don't feel like going. LOL! Stayed at home installed the printer, watched a movie. Ya... Boring hours. Zzz...

Oh! And Mrs Loh is leaving! =O this is damn sad la. =(( Though I'm not in CHS anymore. But still... =(

Life sucks... seriously...

2008-12-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today isn't the best of days... Yeah...... Hope tomorrow will be better... Sigh......

This is such a torture...

2008-12-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

Had been some time since I last came back at this hour. Haven't been staying out late these days...

Watched Cape No. 7 with zhenrui, june, yulei and chris after rushing from a friendly match at NUS. And I thought I was late but SOME CHIO BU was later than me. Haha! Movie was erm... good? The plot was a little too messy and seems that there are some loopholes? Or maybe I didn't catch the whole idea of it. LOL! But nice little love story. At least it isn't a cartoon! Hahaha.

Weekend is going to be boring again... =/

What's left behind... Is it memories... Or emptiness...

2008-12-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

Back from freezing Shanghai like FINALLY! Haha! Didn't buy a lot of stuffs. Much rotting done there. Yadayadaya... Whatever. Haha. Too lazy to talk about what happened like those f*cking China bastards who smoke everywhere and choking the entire country with pollutant gases. Fancy aiming to be a superpower with its people behaving like this. -.- Ok! Enough! LOL!

Watched Bolt today with Pat, Eld and Sufen. The show was quite cute. =D Was niao-ing Pat the whole time. HAHA! Say yourself fat somemore la! XP

Training tomorrow... Zzz!! =/

既是逆缘, 何不随缘... sigh...

2008-12-02T19:30:00.003+08:00

Greetings from shanghai!! HAHA! =D have been doing pretty well over here. Just a little bit TOO COLD! =/ This is just a short little post because my dad needs his laptop to work. Anyone wants anything from shanghai just drop me a sms! Haha! =))
no replies from sms, offline msgs. no news. no emails. seems lik ur avoiding me. nvm. wateva.. my heart's getting numb alr..

2008-11-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

What can I say...
The last time I see you is just a glimpse at the LT...
Today is a sad day... ='(
on the verge of breaking down

2008-11-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

This is just about how I am feeling right now...

It feels like I'm on this plane that just took off,
Trying to find the right cruising altitude.
I don't want to fly too high above,
Neither do I want to crash into the ground.
I just want to continue cruising,
Till I reach my destination and land safely.
The correct destination that is.

Learn to give up,
Only then can you accept.

Sigh... only one person knows what I'm talking about... Haha...

2008-11-19T11:31:00.003+08:00

Back from M'sia (like finally~)! Haha. Attended my worse wedding dinner ever. Spent like most the time walking and rotting. Lol! Bought like 13 DVDs and a few tees. My dad totally just bought all the DVDs that the salesgirl pushed to him.

Oh! And I changed 3 hotels during my 3 days! XD It's totally like a progression. First day was some 'lao pok' hotel. Second day was some 5-star hotel room. Third day was a suite room at some don't know how many star hotel which had a personal jacuzzi and desktop!! =P

Okay basically that's it. Coming back for a few days before flying off to Shanghai the coming Monday night for about 2 weeks. For now, it's rotting and training. Lol!

This is gonna be so torturing... =(

2008-11-14T23:20:00.002+08:00

Actually I shouldn't be here at this time but since I won't be blogging at least until Tuesday when I come back from M'sia, i'll type something here to keep this place alive. Haha.

BBQ on Wed turned out to be a stayover for me. Haha. If it wasn't for the stupid rain which spoiled the whole class turn-up it would have been much better and merrier. Lol. But it was still fun nonetheless. =D Next time mahjong session must bring AK then give me good luck! HAHA!

Stupid video for some stupid CIP is like done FINALLY! With the girls staying until lik 9 for 2 days to finish it up. LOL! 辛苦了!! =D

Okay. I think that's all. Off to M'sia!

everyth will be fine. missing you! =)

2008-11-12T11:55:00.003+08:00

My training session back with David isn't good at all. In fact it is damn bad! -.- Totally cannot exert any strength on my legs. Zzz..

Video editting later for CIP with June and Eliz. Got to be done by Friday. Damn it. LOL! BBQ with 4-10'07 mates! Hope it will be fun! =D

Dad coming back on Thurs! But I don't think I can go fetch him (unless I skip training but looking at the condition of my leg I don't even think I can go for training -.-).

Going M'sia from Saturday to Wednesday I guess. For some wedding of some SINGAPORE relatives. -.- wth....

Don't want to go... and don't want to fly... =(

2008-11-09T13:20:00.004+08:00

Supposed to be going to church now but am too lazy to get there. Really go all the way to Tampines to attend mass. LOL! If I do, I must be out of my mind.

Fac Outing 2 was kinda good I guess, except for the movie which should be the main thing. -.- It totally just sucks. I thought it would at least be satisfactory. Playing at the fountain was fun! Haha! Though I got half my jeans wet. ><

Watched Madagascar 2 yesterday. Owns the heck out of Bond totally. Really entertaining and sort of inspiring? Maybe the inspiring part is just for me. Haha. Well, it did portray many issues close to our lives like parent's expectations, friends, love, and yada yada ya. Haha. Okay, perhaps I'm just thinking too much. It's just a cartoon! LOL! But nice movie! Haha. I guess yukiyaki have to wait until I'm back. =)

Gonna slack for the next few hours before dinner. Hope I don't rot away. Haha.

2008-11-07T14:20:00.003+08:00

Have been really lazy to update though the holidays are here. Haha. OP is finally OVER! Done with PW! XD

Really bored lately. Training is going to be tough under David yet again. =/ I thought I'm done with his circuits! LOL! x.x

Last night reminds me of what Br. Emmanuel said on Wed. Whenever you don't know what to do, listen to your heart. But what if your heart doesn't know either. >< Sigh. Hate sleepless nights. Maybe I really should be praying more often. =/

Fac Outing later! Hope it will be fun! =D

2008-10-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

Life without my com and internet connection totally sucks to the max! GRAH! And I have to live with this until Wed when my mum comes back! DAMN!!

Scream yesterday was quite boring. Watched 2 movies and went home. But it's better than staying at home and rot. Haha.

I'm bored now. And PW sucks! LOL! Ok... This post is random... =/

2008-10-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

1.5 more hours before the end of the day. Haha. Luckily I didn't touch any PW on my birthday. Lol! Watched 2 movies that my bros bought back home today. And Eld did a damn stupid thing! Haha!! =P I won't delete it!!! XD

Dinner at Fish and Co. Then received a special delivery and Haagen Dazs fondue treat! Yay! Thank you very very muchhh! I promise I will hug it every night to sleep. Haha! =D

And hope your knee is doing fine. =)

2008-10-19T09:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was seriously a blast. Was totally shocked about the things that happened last night. After slogging my way through PW and frying my brain trying to think of the limitations and solutions, I had my biggest shock of the year. Haha! Imagine the class appear in front of you without you expecting anything beforehand. Lol!

Enjoyed myself last night being dunked and dunking people into the pool. Smashing people with cake and also getting smashed first. The whole surprise BBQ and celebration.

A really really BIG THANK YOU to everyone!
To Bryan who let us use his house and mess up the area beside the pool.
To my PW group-mates Yulei, Eliz, Liuzhen and Bryan who totally covered up the party with PW and cheat my feelings! XD
To Marie who organised the celebration and actually sms my mum about it. Haha! And also for the pretty little notebook. =D
To my so beloved class who made this whole thing possible.
To all the guys who thrown me into the pool before I even know it.
To Zhenrui who was the master chef along with many other chefs too like sistah! and Calvin.
To Eehong who made time for me and ps-ing his crystal! Haha!
To Leo whom I met briefly after the BBQ for his wishes.
To the Jie-Meis and Zhenrui and Bryan who made me a really beautiful deck of cards and the adidas polo shirt. I promise I will use them!
To Mellyeo for the cute little soft toy.
To Rachel for the donuts.
To my super nice, chio and smart twin(okay.. she didn't point knife at me for this) for her first wishes and company for 3 hours on the phone. Haha!
To Xinyi, Pat, Liuzhen, Calvin, Yulei, Chris, Rachel for their midnight wishes! Sorry peeps I didn't reply last night!
To Shuai Ge for his wishes on msn! Haha!
To Eliz for her wake up call and wishes in the morning. XD
To those that I forgot to thank here I'm really sorry but THANK YOU!!

=D

2008-10-18T08:40:00.002+08:00

Have been feeling really stressed up these days. Not because of promos results (which actually turned out not too bad) but Project Work! Grah! We have to hand in the report by Monday and it seems that we still have A LOT to touch up and finish. And WTH! OP trials are on Tuesday which didn't make things any much better. -.- And word died on me last night when I was doing up the report and I had to re-do everything!

Okay. Ignore whatever I typed above. Just ranting. Haha. Got to meet up for PW later in the afternoon. Damn! This totally sucks! Why can't MOE just abolish it one year earlier then we won't have to suffer through all these crap!

On a brighter note, it's just one more day! XD

2008-10-05T15:57:00.002+08:00

It's pretty much irritating to see those drama serials that depict families with so many problems like brothers fighting over inheritance, couples filing divorce over a really teeny weeny problem, etc. Used to think how "fake" all these were when I was young, only to realise as time passes that all these so called dramatic incidents are all happening around me.

Was at my grandma's place just now and as I was taking a nap I heard my grandpa screaming at my grandma for some nuts reason. Just because she complained that some noodles that SHE was cooking wasn't nice. Oh com'on! If you think you can cook better than her just go and take over! She's already doing all the cooking and housework for you. What more do you want to ask for! DAMN!!!

Looking at my own family made me feel that all these things are just so real. Grandparents having this kind of problems after living for so many years together. The other grandparents having problems of separation. Seeing ALL my uncles and aunts fighting over who to pay for THEIR DAD'S expenses on BOTH sides. Looking at all the irregular attendance for 'family' gatherings due to those money problems. Hearing about my uncles and aunts always threatening to file a divorce when their children are already in their teens (so they have lived with each other for more than a decade). Looking at my grandpa having another woman outside of the family?! Sometimes I wonder why are all these things happening right in front of my face! DAMN!!!!!!!

Perhaps all these things are just part and parcel of life. Everyone's life seems to be revolving around money. Money > Kinship. Family ties can be broken because of money. All these sounds so ridiculous yet so real. Money seems to be the 'in' thing now that everyone is forgetting what family relationship is all about. So sons are not supposed to pay for their dad's expenses? Daughters are not supposed to help with the loan that their dad is currently having difficulty paying?!

Maybe I won't be able to really understand how it is like to be in those situations since I don't have my own family to support. Maybe I'm just too young and naive to think this way. "Life's all about money, son! Who cares about kinship!" Maybe I'm just too nosy and should not be bothering about all these "adult" stuff. Maybe I will well just be like one of my uncles doing the exact same thing to my dad when I grow up.

Sigh... Hate it when I start thinking about all these. Perhaps I should just feel fortunate that my mum and dad are rational enough (at least from how I'm looking at things) and I don't have much problems with my brothers (as of yet that is).

2008-10-05T10:23:00.002+08:00

Finally promos are OVER! Ended with a free frag paper which was kind of a relief since Maths and Chem was pretty much a screw up on my part. Damn! =/

After promos activity! Went to bowl after physics. And I had to chip my nail everytime I bowl. Lol! Overnight mahjong but ended up losing freaking lots of money. >.< Didn't manage to catch Eagle Eye though. Sian! Who wants to go watch!

FOS on Monday! 65 all the way! We will win every other team! Lets go people! We can do it! =D

Sabbats = 10 hours of pool! Yay! Haha! Haven't been playing pool for a really long time. Feeling noob. LOL

In the midst of all the fun and excitement, pretty sad to say but there's still.............. PW!! -.- Zzz!

Okay. Got to go off for tuition!

2008-09-24T13:29:00.002+08:00

Okay! One down! 4 more to go!

GP today was... Err... Half good half bad. =/ Essay was not bad. Very safe essay topic. I hope. Killed by the compre. Grah. >.<

Econs tomorrow! =/ Sux when you know that you're lousy at something but can't help it. Zzz...

2008-09-23T14:48:00.002+08:00

Okay... Just went to cut my hair and perhaps I'm really going mad but I decided to cut my fringe away. Haha. Never mind. It will be 4 months before I go for my next hair cut. Lol!

2008-09-23T11:22:00.002+08:00

Just one more day to go! Totally doesn't feel like it's promos at all (to me at least). Somehow I don't feel a tinge of stress or anxiety. Wonder if it's good or bad. =/ Till this very moment, I'm sort of done with Econs revision (read through my 15-page notes on the whole of year 1's work. Haha. That's almost equivalent to one chapter of lecture notes. LOL).

Papers all in the morning. Damn! No time to do last minute revision like what I did for blocks in the morning. >.<

Sometimes I wonder if I'm over-confident of myself. Are my expectations too low for me to spur myself on? It feels as if I'm not putting in the amount of effort that I'm 'supposed' to be putting in. Feels like I'm too easily satisfied with the results I'm getting. Doesn't sound like the Lennis I know of in the past at all.

The 4 years in CHS made me learn the negative aspect of being a perfectionist. Used to aim for nothing other than the top and one bad fall made me gave up that thought. Sometimes it gets tiring when one sets his mind on something for too long.

During this period of less than a year, I can see myself change. Totally. I'm taking my expectations ever so easily like never before. Coming to think of it, when have I ever thought that an A would suffice? Not until now I guess. Sometimes I ask myself, where have my motivation gone to?

But the fact that I'm thinking of this does show that to a certain extent I'm aware and I do care about my expectations I guess. Weird. Sometimes I really don't know myself.

Is this me or is it not? Or maybe it's someone else. Or perhaps I'm not Lennis anymore. Lennis never have such low expectations. Or maybe it's the other side of me. Sometimes people do have split personalities don't they?

Anyway, in case some of you reading this are thinking if I'm going mad, I'm not. Haha. Just some of the stupid thoughts that were racing in my mind. Yeah. Sometimes I don't know what the hell I'm thinking.

2008-09-18T18:54:00.003+08:00

Haven't been updating this place really often these days. But I guess now isn't really a good time for me to be here since I should be doing my revision for promos which is coming in less than a week's time. =/

Don't really have the motivation or rather the sense of urgency to study. Don't know why. I guess I have been too slack and unmotivated to mug ever since O's. Perhaps it due to my not-so-high expectations compared to the past.

Sometimes I wonder what else do I hate people to say about me besides being said 小时了了大未必佳...
Is being said to be hypocritical...

2008-09-07T12:19:00.002+08:00

Omg! I don't know what the hell is wrong with my phone! All the sms that are sent after 1630 yesterday are only received this morning! =/ Grah!! So sorry dao-ing those that sms-ed me during this period. =/

Brief update. MAF yesterday was fun! Haha. Though I got a pretty bad sunburnt and brief loss of voice. But well, at least we had fun as a class. =D

Dad just flew off again. Another 3 months. Mum is going to fly to somewhere for a week. So is home alone for me again~! >.<

Went back to CHS on last day of school for Teacher's Day. Almost my whole class turned up. Yay! Haha. Had a great time catching up with them. And I watched Death Race!!!!!! Woohoo! Haha!

Okay. Got to go off for tuition! Promos is coming in 2 weeks! Jiayou everyone!

2008-08-27T21:22:00.002+08:00

Not really in a mood to blog now but I have to write something here to fulfill someone's request. LOL! Actually I'm just a little lazy to blog these days, not that there's nothing to blog about.

Comex '08! Who wants to go with me!! I want a notebook, camera, printer, mp3, speakers, etc etc etc. Haha!! I just want everything that's there. =P

Teacher's day coming too! Didn't buy anything for secondary school teachers. Shit. I feel very bad. >.< maybe I should at least get something to give them this Friday.

Promos coming in 3 weeks time! Somehow I'm not feeling any stress or anxiety. Haha. Okay, that's normal for me. =P Who wants to go to school to mug during the holidays!

Supposed to be doing work like Econs and Chem tutorials but end up slacking and chatting. Haha. Okay. Tomorrow morning will be a busy time for me. XD

2008-08-02T09:37:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating this place for quite some time. There were too many activities for me to list so I shan't bother about them. A little food for thought here. Haha.

It's a wonder (to me at least) why people only cherish what they have only after they have lost it. Human beings are often said to be the supreme creature on this planet for their ability to think and be rational. For this reason, then why can't people treasure what they possess when they have it? Perhaps people have to be taught the pain and torture of losing before they actually learn. I'm not implying that I don't commit the above mistakes though. Or are they mistakes in the first place?

For more often than not, we don't realise the value of the things we have in our hands until it's lost. Like how important to us our friends and family might be. Taking things for granted all the time as they are always with us. Until there comes a time when they left us, then we start thinking of what we could have done before. They may be very simple things like saying a "hi" to the people around you when you meet them or helping your mum with the laundry. These things are often just ignored and not bothered with the thought that "there is always another time".

Then what if there isn't going to be another time? My mum once told me about a guy who told her when trying to woo her. He said "Opportunity knocks but once". Kind of irritating and owing people a smack on his face. At the same time it makes sense. I'm sure many have heard the question "What if you're going to die tomorrow, what would you do today?" (or other variations of it). I'm not too sure about the statement of "living life as if you're going to leave the very next day". Perhaps it does teach people that we should treasure everything that we have at the moment for they might not be there for you at the very next.

Friends are often taken for granted. Most of us, if not all, don't realise how important our friends are to all of us. Many might ask how can we find true friendship in this often phony and temporary world? I'm sure there is and I'm sure there are many who concur.

"A false friend and a shadow stay around only while the sun shines." True friends involves relationship, freedom of choice, accountibility, truth and forgvieness. True friendship takes time. In true friendship, there is no backbiting, no negative thoughts, no turning away. In true friendship, there's unconditional love. Best friends are not to be found with a snap of a finger. The friendship is developed over time. At some point of time, when it faces problems, do remember that for whatever they do, they love you no matter what and always want the best for you. Treasure it. Don't lose it.

In case all of you out there might be wondering, I'm not emo-ing. Haha. It's just that some recent incidents made me recollect memories and ponder on this topic though there's no direct link to the incidents.

Perhaps I should go help my mum with the laundry now. =)

2008-07-23T18:39:00.002+08:00

Feeling a little depressed today. And it's NOT because rw blame me for not going to the airport to fetch her. -.-!!

Hate to have people putting hopes and expectations on myself. Not that I'm disappointed about myself or whatever. I don't really care if it was a screw up on my part on my own work. Things become different when it involves others.

Perhaps I'm just thinking too much about it but I seriously can't help it. I want it to go smoothly. As in who doesn't? The rest are all putting such great trust and hope in me and in the end I couldn't produce results. And the thing is that the results aren't going to affect just me alone. It feels just like I've somewhat made the rest suffer from what I've done though it isn't really totally the case. I just can't help but feel bad. ><

Went back to CHS today to tutor Clement. Didn't really do much. Was doing Reaction Kinetics tutorial. Only helped him with some questions.

Physics SPA tomorrow! And omg! Shit! Eld's present! =/

2008-07-22T20:49:00.003+08:00

CHMA on Saturday was nice! Juz-B is good! A capella is very nice! Haha! I think the participants are getting better year by year. =)

Badminton for PE. I'm getting a little addicted to it. Haha! Oh! Played doubles against Eldwin and Luther with Liuzhen and ended with a score of 21-18!! HAHA! It's LUTHER! OMG! WE'RE ZAI LIUZHEN! HAHA!

And WELCOME BACK TWIN!! I bet u missed me! XP

Chem clock tomorrow! Physics SPA on Thursday! GEMS on Saturday! Physics Lecture Test on Monday (with eld's birthday lol)! And don't know when dinner or lunch to celebrate eld's birthday! LOL! BUSY!

2008-07-19T13:08:00.003+08:00

Kbox on Thursday was fun. Had a sore throat though. And it just got worse after that. Lol. Walked around Marina square with the girls (or rather chris and patricia) playing around like some little kids. Haha.

Racial Harmony Day yesterday (like I really care lol). The CT session was very funny with the play and Aran on stage. Haha. Stayed back in school after that to slack with Eldwin. Played a little badminton, basketball and volleyball. Then say down on the steps by the field. Atmosphere of the school at night is quite nice. Talked about leaving this place after 2 years (for him 6). Reminded me of the times when I was back in CHS and leaving after 10 years. Ahh...

Going back CHS later for CHMA! It has been quite some time since I went back. =)

2008-07-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

Track Finals today. Wasn't really interested in all the races. Just the jumps. Haha.

Gambling at Liuzhen's house was fun with luther and patricia. eld and sufen joined us later. Lost 11 bucks at first but gone on a winning streak and won some in the end! =D

Got back almost all of block test's results. Fancy having my best subject sharing the same marks as my worst one. >< Grah! Twin will understand how I'm feeling now. Lol. Nvm! What's over is over!

Friendly tomorrow at 8pm. -.- Wth. And I 无缘无故 ended up as QM. Err... Never mind. Don't feel like doing tutorial!! =/

2008-07-13T16:34:00.002+08:00

Finally received my pay after a 1-week delay. Totally stressed out by my student. >< Never mind. One step at a time.

Twin left for Austria yesterday, or rather this morning. Hope she's doing fine there. =)

Celebrated Bryan's birthday on Friday during CT period. Bought a football together with Zhenrui and the Jiemeis on Thursday at Queensway. Hong Kong Cafe snow ice is damn nice! Haha!

Realised I owe people money and people owe me money due to sharing costs for presents for numerous people. Lol! Time to do some accounting work.

I want to watch Hellboy II!! Haven't watch the first one though. Will catch it later on TV. Haha.

2008-07-05T15:46:00.001+08:00

Hmm... It seems like I have just written a thousand-word essay... LOL!!! XD

2008-07-05T15:07:00.004+08:00

Was flipping through the Feb 2008 copy of Reader's Digest (don't know where the hell did I get it from) and read one of the stories which made me think quite hard. I know I'm not supposed to be doing this when I have so many other work which I ALL haven't started. Never mind!!

It was entitled "My True Love, Sometimes the heart takes unexpected turns" by Aung Linn. It is about a guy who got to know a girl whom he likes a lot but the girl had a fiance then. They became closer to each other and confessed their love.

But soon after the girl decided to leave as the fiance was back. He met another girl but he knew that he was only treating her as a substitute. "She was simply sweet, I thought I could love her" Both got married with the guy having problems with his marriage. After a long time, he started to contact his first love. Apparently his love never died. Then he got a call from his long-forgotten sweetheart who was married and wanted to rekindle the romance.

... ... "I can't forget you, I think about you everyday" ... ...

... ... "Suddenly, everything became clear - this was exactly how I felt about Khin Khin. I had spent my entire married life dreaming about my first love even though she didn't love me." ... ...

... ... "I have finally woken up from the dreams of my first love. I no longer dwell on the past." ... ...

... ... "Although my youthful dreams will never come true, I am finally satisfied with what I have." ... ...

Quotes from "My True Love", Reader's Digest Feb 2008

Life is all about picking up and letting go. Is there really such a thing as "forever"? Can we hold on forever? Though some things may be hard to let go but we have to learn for there will always come a time for us to.

Satisfied with what I have ... ...

I certainly hope I am ... =)

2008-07-05T09:50:00.003+08:00

Waking up this early on a Saturday morning isn't really what I always do. I guess the nagging of my mum is just simply too disturbing for me to continue sleeping. Haha.

Supposed to go for Homecoming but I realised I have too much work to do for the weekend!

To-do List:

EOM
ILP
Chem Clock

Grah! I hate to have so many projects going on concurrently.

Podcasting wasn't really that bad after all I guess. Looking at the final product (though not very fantastic) was pretty satisfying after all the hardwork put in. =) The other podcasts were good!

Watched Hancock. Not a very good show in my opinion. Bad plot. Not enough action. Sometimes it gets pretty boring. Though it has got some very funny tag lines like "Call me an asshole... again". Haha. Wanted is better!

Shopping on Thursday! Went to Bugis with Eld, Sufen, Zhenrui and Yulei. Hate my nose. Haha. >< Walked around Bugis Junction. Ate all 5 flavours of flavour burst! Still like chocolate. Met up with Mell Yeo who fortunately did not get lost! =P Went to Bugis street and managed to find a white handbag for ruiwen! YOU BETTER USE IT OK!!!! Haha. Went back to Bugis Junction and found a wallet in GUESS for chris. Very nice white wallet. And YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF IT!!!

Chris birthday celebration! Trying to put up a surprise for her isn't very easy. The whole process made me and zr going around like some idiots trying to hide. And we had to have Plan C before we succeeded! Haha!

Plan A: Let Mrs Tam to give present to chris when she meets her for consultation. Mrs Tam said she's not meeting as chris did not ask for it. So we did not pass the present to her. In the end, chris just went to find her anyway. FAILED!

Plan B (credits to wilson. Haha) : Put present in chris' bag and hang calvin's "pao" on the bag. In the end she did not even realise there was a 'pao' on her bag. -.-'' FAILED!

Plan C: This time we decided to take both her old and new wallet. Luckily she realised that it was "stolen". Haha. So Eld and I went to the toilet and swap all her stuff to the new one. Then I manged to lure chris away from the class bench with her bag there to let eld put in the new wallet. And TA-DA!! And so she got a new wallet with a free transfer service and a box to keep her old wallet. Haha!!! Yay!!

Went to Seoul Gardens for dinner. No more Seoul Gardens next time. Should have gone to Yuki Yaki instead! >< But never mind. We still had a lot fun eating (the girls playing with food). Stoned at the fountain outside taka for a while. So the girls requested for the guys to sing for them and so we, except calvin, sang. Haha. The girls took too long to decide on the song so we just sang some random songs we can think of and bryan playing the guitar. The girls decided to take some pictures but it was pretty much a failure. Haha! In the end, I had to do up a pose for them to have a decent photo. XD I always thought girls are better at this!! Tsk!! Okay. Then they made me and bryan take some random photos along the streets but bryan did not want. Haha. So it was left with me. LOL!

Reached home at around 2315 I think. Was really tired but fun nonetheless. =D Will post some of the pictures on the class blog. I think there's a need to revive it with some pictures. Haha.

So yeap! Haven't had such a long update in a pretty long time. Haha.

Before I forget...

Happy Birthday chris darling! XD

2008-07-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

Podcasting was a total boredom. Don't know why did I signed up for it in the first place. Shall not talk about it.

Watching Hancock tomorrow~!!! Yay! Haha! Hope it's going to be nice! Oh my! I'm spending too much money these days. >< Thursday going to watch 21? =/

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

Sigh... ><

2008-06-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm... I guess it's about it that I can make myself let go. =)

2008-06-30T17:32:00.002+08:00

Doing a little weights-workout does help to drive my thoughts away from all the worries and frustrations of life. At least during the moments of workout. Guess I'm too much a sports person. Sports is my life! Haha!

Wonder why is it so tough to get a person out of your heart and mind sometimes. Sigh. Just when I thought I could, all of it just come back in a flash.

Ahh... Back to my workout!

Why do I love someone whose love was never mine?

2008-06-29T22:08:00.007+08:00

Grah! Back to school tomorrow!! Don't want to go back!! ><

Stressed. How to transform a failing-maths-just-3-months-before-PSLE to an 'A' student?! And I only have 1 2-hour session every week!! x.x

Blog-hopped a lot these days and happen to drop by yk's blog (haven't been going to his blog very often). His entries made me ponder quite a bit. Hmm hmm...

When I'm with you, I'll make every second count
'Cause I miss you, Whenever you're not around

2008-06-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

Yay! Blocks finally ended! Mugging for the whole of last week of holidays didn't really pay off though. =/ Physics was a total screwed-up paper. Maths wasn't very encouraging. Fortunately Chemistry wasn't too bad. Okay. Enough of blocks. IT'S OVER! RESULTS NEXT WEEK!!!! ><

Went out with Chris, June and Yulei to Vivo this afternoon. (Don't try to hint anything to whoever is reading this...) Watched WANTED!! VERY NICE! At least for me. Haha.

I think I need to do some shopping these days. So many people birthdays coming. ><

2008-06-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today was first paper of blocks! And the most stressful one! >< Economics totally gone case. Imagine writing an essay one page long with 2 diagrams in it. GG!

GP and Physics tomorrow! My GP is hopeless already. Zzz... All the best people!!!

2008-06-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

First, lets wish all papa a very very Happy Father's Day! Haha. And hope that my dad's toothache will recover soon! >< Fancy having a toothache today but it's ok! Though you didn't get to eat a lot but at least you caught a super funny movie that made you laughed until stomachache! Haha. =D

After lunch, went to vivo to meet long-time-no-see sec4 classmates! I miss those days when everyone was fooling around in class, mugging, going down to support one another, etc. Haha. Okay. So I reached there for like less than 15 mins (I think) then they decided to go to town to catch a movie. -.-!! Make me go down from Novena to Vivo! Then make me go up again to town! Grah! In the end watched "The Incredible Hulk" at Cine. Was pretty nice though it didn't really feel like it was 2 hours at all. Lol! Special appearance of Ironman was pretty much shocking and funny at the end! Haha!

Going to school to mug tomorrow. At 9am!! All because of my oh-so-beloved twin!!! Don't even let me sleep more!!! ><

2008-06-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

Maths in the morning was quite boring. Fancy just going to school to do a 1.5 hour mock paper. Stoned in school for quite awhile as everyone was indecisive of what to do. Lol. And YES chris, I was flirting with ruiwen. -.-!! Then June was so indecisive that she made me go to Bugis but ended up that she didn't want to mug so she just had lunch and went back home. Lol.

Just came back from the doctor for my ankle. So the last time he did some electric shock thing on my ankle. This time, he did it on my whole lower leg, making my calf and my feet looked as if they were in spasm. Haha. Then he did some twisting and turning on both of my legs? I don't understand why he twist my other leg for when it is totally fine.

Finished typing out Econs notes till Perfect Competition! Feel so proud of myself! HAHA!

So Sunday is 4-10'07 class outing. And it so happens to be Father's Day. Sigh. I'm feeling super bad about it. Since my dad comes back from China from work once every 3 months, it's super rare that he is back here in Singapore, especially so for Father's Day, and I can't even spend that day with him. It has been some time since the last time he was in Singapore for Father's Day. Ahh........... But I really want to go for class outing!! ><

I don't know why but I'm like mood-swinging all the time recently. Perhaps it's due to being out of training for like more than 3 weeks. Okay, I'm being random.

2008-06-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

Quite fed up with doing PIP report already. In case anyone is wondering, YES, I mean Physics Investigative Project Report. My tutor allowed my class to hand in the report during the holidays. Haha. =D

Maths today was quite a waste of time. Did an assignment and went through some questions. That's it. I'm expecting the same for tomorrow's Physics, just without an assignment. That'll be even more boring. 3 hours of Physics! OMG! ><

Went to see another doctor yet again. This time the doctor connected some wires around my ankle and gave it a series of little shocks. I don't know what's that for. Perhaps to trigger the ligament or something. Lol. But it looks quite cool. Haha.

Oh. And imagine you have a friend whose relatives overseas live in the same place as your relatives. Lol! XD

2008-06-09T14:16:00.002+08:00

Haven't been posting to a very very very long time. Just came back from KL. Wasn't really very fun I guess. A little shopping and visiting of relatives. Got a free hair cut since one of my uncles is a hair stylist. Haha.

2 weeks into the holidays and I haven't touched any work yet. Yes. ANY! I feel so dead. Haha. Okay. Not really. =P Should get started on mugging.

Holiday lessons coming up. Zzz. Ankle isn't in a best of state (after so long). I don't know what's wrong with it. =/

I'm just trying to keep this place a little more alive though it didn't really make things any much better. My mind is currently filled with too many things. >< Okay. Get down to work!!

2008-05-25T18:53:00.005+08:00

Here's my weekly Sunday update though I'm feeling super lazy to post. So it's the start of the holidays! But I guess for many it isn't really a holiday since the blocks are coming straight away after it.

Training 6 times a week. But currently out of training due to a sprained ankle from yesterday's training! =( I hate it when I have injuries.

Windworks concert tomorrow! Had a free preview yesterday as they rehearsed in the hall during my training. A little conflict between my coach and the student-in-charge of harmonica but thanks for KianKeong who saved the day! Haha!

Sent dad to the airport today. Away for a week then coming back for 3 weeks before going back to Shanghai for another 3 months.

SISPEC on Wednesday was kind of fun. Got to try live-firing and take some field rations back! Haha. Keef was somehow very amazed by the rations. Lol!

Arts Fest was pretty good. I think the strings ensemble is damn good. And MAD too! Oh and band! And choir and guitar and chinese orchestra and harmonica and chinese dance!! (As prompted by twin) Did I say chinese dance? =D Haha..

Did Physics bridge testing on Thursday. Our bridge managed to hold up 4.5 kg! Hooray!

Bro coming back from camp today. So means I have to sleep on the floor. Lol! Oh man..

Okay. So jiayou for the harmonica people tomorrow and band coming up! =D

2008-05-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

17 days of inactivity. I guess it's time to do some update. Haha. Haven't have the mood to update. Or rather lazy la.

So it's off season for volleyball. Kind of regretful I guess. Could have progressed further. Never mind. What's done cannot be undone. For next year!

Been very broke these days. Spent so much on so many concerts. Sigh. Hole in the wallet is so big now. =(

Term 2 is going to end in like a week's time! And soon after that will be blocks! Oh my! Time flies...

Vesek tomorrow! Another day to rest! =D

I feel a tad too piggish recently. Don't really have any motivation to do absolutely anything.

I want to watch movies!!! Grah!! And I had this sudden craze to change my mp3 though I changed it like only last year. LOL!

Okay. I think this post is super random. Just to keep my blog alive. Haha.

2008-05-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

2nd round draw out!!

AJ
VJ
PJ

Tough draw. Some say it's death group. Whatever it is, I'm so going to whack them. PJ tomorrow!

Yesterday CSM was totally boring to the max. Screwed up my jump due to fatigue from the previous day's 5 to 9 training. The worst is on the same day there's another 6 to 9 training. -.-

Suki at Cine after CSM. Spent 18 bucks! OMG! Damn broke now... =/

May Day! One day to rest and relax from my totally hectic life. Practically didn't do a single work. Went out for dinner, hair-cut (yes, I cut my hair but it doesn't seem really short though. Haha) and bought chocolate! =D

Wish us luck for tomorrow's match!!!!!

2008-04-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

Finally another post after a hectic week. Have been really stressed out these days due to Project Work. Fancy discussing Project Work in the midst of presentations, during breaks, even after guitar concert! Lol! >.<

Match on Monday and Thursday was a breeze I guess. Hope draw is good for 2nd round.

Chemistry and Physics SPA over. Wasn't really that tough I suppose since we've done the experiments millions of times before we take the assessment.

Guitar concert yesterday was good. Mr Quek was fantastic! Haha. It's such a pity there wasn't an encore from him. I'm saying the rest of the performance was bad though. Every one of them was very good. =D Reached home at like near midnight (yet again like last week).

Realised I'm pretty much broke these days. Must not spend too much!! >.<

Today was spent doing Project Work from 9am to around 7pm. Total ownage. We managed to do up a GPP from scratch within a day! Yay! Hooray!

And precisely because of that, I have neglected my Chemistry Class Test tomorrow. I'm so dead. =/ And I still have CIP reflection undone which isn't of much importance I guess.

Wednesday CSM! Thursday May Day! =D

2008-04-20T11:12:00.002+08:00

As Samuel was saying, I think my blog is going to become a weekly update. Haha. Haven't been able to find time to blog these days other than Sundays which I'm usually free.

Physics bridge was finally done up!! Yay! I think our bridge is good! =D

Match on Thursday against SAJC. I played damn badly. Was super frustrated at myself throughout the entire game. >.< Never mind. Next game tomorrow and Thursday! Lets own them flat! Lol!

Full day training yesterday before heading to Mount Faber SAFRA for "HAT DAT". Had a pretty fun time taking pictures and chatting and screwing up my hair. LOL! Took 131 back home and the damn bus had to stop twice due to the engine overheating! -.- Retribution for not taking MRT with Chris uh!! Haha! In the end, reached home at almost midnight. >.<

PW presentation!!! How!! Liuzhen, Yulei, Elizabeth, Bryan!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW!!!!!

CIP reflections! Don't care! LOL!

Ok... For now I can't remember what other work is there to do. Chill out first. Haha.

2008-04-13T14:05:00.006+08:00

Yay! I love Sunday! Haha. Only day that I'm free. >.< Got my project work grouping on Thursday. I feel so fortunate to have such a great group. =D Hope we can get distinction!

Went to school for high jump training in the morning yesterday. Increased my steps to 6 and it turned out quite good. Just that I need to get familiar with the new steps. Did a few nice jumps! Haha. While doing the pop-ups, my left knee ligament became taut suddenly. >.< Stupid knee. Always give me problems.

Lunched at Prince. Went back school. Taught Ee Hong a bit of Maths and chatted with twin for quite a while before heading for volleyball training. The way she mug seriously super scary! Finish ALL the Maths tutorials and ALL the Maths TYS questions!!!! WTH!!!! =/

Juniors came! Yay! Miss them so much. Haha. Ahh... Those days... Played 4 sets (I think) against them. Played the final set as CHS Alumni! Woohoo! It had been a super duper long time since the last time I played with such spirit. The team coordination, the cheering, the fun and laughter. It just a total different experience when playing with my juniors and CHS teammates compared to playing with others. I miss those days... CHVB FTW!

Had been slacking since morning till now. I think I should get started on some work (whatever work it may be). Maths test tomorrow! (Ok... I'm not really bothered about it.) Running for Artemis 8x200m mixed relay! (That sounds more fun. Haha.)

How I wish I can have more time for you... Sigh...

2008-04-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

These few days haven't been really good. Had a super tiring PE lesson yesterday that had caused my calf muscles to be tight till now. Headed down to CCAB to support CHS volleyball for their semis against St Hilda's.

Don't get too upset about the lost! All of you put up a really good fight! Perhaps all you needed was a little more luck. As Samuel said, your seniors are very proud of you. =))

Friendly match against VA in the evening. It was super strenuous on my calf. >.< I think we played pretty well though there are still some stuff that we need to work on. First match next Thursday! Hope can recover by then.

Got back physics lecture test today. Marks wasn't really up to my expectations. Shan't talk too much about it. Lunch with Mr Kunalan. Pretty nice and fun old man. A lot of stories to tell. Nice seafood restaurant. Haha.

Reached home at about 4.30pm and slept till 8.30pm. Woots. Have been some time since I napped in the afternoon. Haha.

Physics PIP! =/ Project work grouping out tomorrow! (I want nice group members! Lol!)

2008-04-05T10:39:00.002+08:00

Ho ho. I'm at home on a Saturday morning! What a rare occasion! Haha. No high jump training but that's because I will be competing on Sunday. -.- I only realised I'm competing yesterday! Zzz. Adding on to the pressure, there's a friendly match later. I wonder how am I going to compete tomorrow.

Finally I finished my PI draft! Changed topic twice and finally decided on modernisation of sporting scene in Singapore. =) Rushed it on Friday morning 4am to 6.30am. June is mad. Fancy doing the PI till 4am in the morning. The time I woke up is the time she slept. =/

And how the hell do I get to ITE East Simei!? Grah!

2008-03-30T09:03:00.003+08:00

I know this place had been quite dead for some time already. Didn't really have the time and energy to blog these days due to all the trainings and gatherings I had.

Let's see...

22 Mar

High Jump training in the morning. Lunched and met up with the buddies and scholars in school before going to Sentosa. It was super boring. We didn't do anything other than chatting, stoning and playing some lame games. -.- Dinner at Vivo before heading back home with Keming.

23 Mar

So Keming stayed over at my place for a night. Brought him to see what it was like in a Catholic mass. Can feel that he didn't really enjoy it. Brought him to a Chinese restaurant and let him try the chili crab. It wasn't very good though. >.< Sent him back to his hostel after lunch as he had a lot of homework to do.

24 Mar

Physics Test!!! Found it quite manageable. Maybe some of the theory question were a little tough for me since I didn't study for it. =X Just wait and see the results.

25 Mar

Housewarming at Liuzhen's place! Reached there at around 8 plus as Ee Hong, Zhibin and I had to wait for Rachel. Watched them play poker and Liuzhen losing money. Lol. Played some acting-the-word game which I don't know how to spell. Haha. It was damn funny. Had to act out "Hugo Boss" with Liuzhen getting the right answer! =D Stayed over at this place since it was already pretty late. I ate like 8 cups of pudding! =X

26 Mar

Wednesday was a mad rush for me. Woke up at like 6.20am and rushed back home before going out again for training which is at 8.30am. Training ended at 12. Went back home to shower and change before going out AGAIN to meet the my class in Jurong East to ice-skate at 2.30pm.

Ice-skating was fun though I fell down 3 times. Yulei fell 5 times and Marie fell like a million times. Lol. And Eldwin is evil! Make Chris fall down, causing her to have a big big bruise on her arm. EVIL! Took some photos but am too lazy to upload them. Lol.

Dinner at Sakae in Raffles Place. Zhibin was really super blur. First he said he was already at Raffles Place because there was this really big stairway up leading to Raffles City. Then after he realised he was at the wrong place, he took the wrong train and found himself at Bugis. Finally, he took the correct train and reached Raffles Place. -.-

Buffet was quite nice. Ate like 16 plates and felt just too sian to continue eating. Lol. Some wanted to go bowling but didn't tag along as I was too tired.

27 Mar

Farewell dinner for the scholars. Had some performance by them. Was pretty fun, especially the games. Haha. Xiling's way of playing the guitar is super hilarious! Never seen such a way of playing a guitar in my life! Lol! Had a song session before heading at home at around 8.

28 Mar

Last day with the scholars. Met at the reading room after CT for a short gathering before sending them off. The last 2 weeks had been pretty fun, getting the know them, as well as the buddies. Hope they enjoyed the programme too. =)

Friendly at NUS. I think we played pretty well. Samuel's senior is sick. Whack super hard. >.< The match ended at like 10pm. Reached home at around 11.30pm. Actually had the energy to even come online. Lol. I want OG gathering!

29 Mar

Class CIP at Boon Keng at 10am. I think there were about 7 of us. Supposed to split up into 2 units and help the elderly to clean up their house but in the end one of them rejected so all 7 of us helped out in one unit. I was totally drenched after the whole thing. But I feel that I didn't really do a lot of work. Lol. Actually I was quite shocked at myself because I don't really do housework at home but down there I'm like washing the toilet, wiping the window, mopping the floor, etc. LOL!

Finished at about 1pm. Everyone headed back home after that. But I still had to get myself to training in school. >.< Went down to Presby after training, wanting to see my juniors train but in the end kena ps-ed! -.-

Okay!! So that was what happened for the past 1 week or so. Long post to compensate for the 9 days of inactivity. Haha. Knee is hurting like mad now. I guess it's due to over strain. Having difficulty bending. Hope it gets well soon. Season will be starting in Mid-April!

Econs test tomorrow!!! I'm like so dead. My Econs sucks! Better get down mugging right now. >.<

2008-03-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating these few days. Kind of busy with many stuff. Went to Chinatown on Wednesday with Charlotte, Alton, Zhi Yi and the buddies. Reached there pretty early and ended up stoning in a "La Mian" stall waiting for all the stalls along the streets to open. Bought many of the local dishes like Hokkien Mee, Satay, etc. Played "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" and lost twice, so I had to drink up 2 bowls of chilli sauce. Lol! Went to Suntec City Fountain of Wealth after that to stone quite abit. Due to the cold and wet weather, Charlotte was like limping all the time. >.< Thus being such a nice guy, I sent her to the MRT station. Haha!

Faculty CIP yesterday! Didn't do much work in our unit. Helped the owner shifted some stuff and cleaned up his house. Then went down to help the other unit after lunch. We were like running against time, trying to finish all the painting by 3.30pm. Very tiring.

CT dinner after that but only half the class went. It was still very fun nonetheless! =D Can't believe I actually talked for like 5 hours straight. The last 3 hours I was crapping with Chris. Haha! Or rather gossiping. Lol! Reached back home at around 11. Was super tired and didn't have the energy to blog until now. Oh! And I'm a good photographer! =P HAHA!! Joking joking... I'm just a small fry compared to Sufen. =D

2008-03-16T21:23:00.004+08:00

Oh my god! I feel damn slack. Haven't touch any work for the whole of the holidays!!! Really NONE!! I think it's just me to slack. Haha. I don't understand why many don't believe...

Friendly with Punggol Alumni yesterday. Basically many of us didn't really play to our max. Yeah. Went back home after that before meeting at Taka.

It has been a very long time since 4-10 got together as a class for a meal. Really missed those times we had together back in CHS. Stoned for quite awhile at PS BK waiting for some to arrive. Had dinner at Pizza Hut. Was fun talking about JC life and random stuff. Haha.

Headed to Marina Square and played cards. Don't know the game that we played but it was pretty fun.

Reached back home at around 11pm. Was like debating with Marie about some sports stuff until about near 1am which I didn't really wanted to discuss. Lol... Luckily I didn't get pissed (which I often do when I have different opinions about people's set of thinking and mindset >.< ). Okay, I'm one who holds strongly to what I believe in. (Putting it in another not-so-nice way, I'm just stubborn la)

Bought 2 pairs of shoes today! Both Mizuno. Blue wave blocker 5 (I think) and orange Elixir 2 (same as Cassey ... Haha). I wanted red for both shoes!!! But don't have!!! >.< Sianzzzzz...

First day of school tomorrow! NO! Holidays are over! Better go do my maths. The others I guess I'll just forget about them. =/

2008-03-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

Ahh... I hate it when my knee hurts. Especially since it hinders my training. *Smacks!* Didn't jump today because of the pain in my knee. In the end I just did 270 knee raises (or whatever it's called in English). -.- This sucks!!!

Maths yesterday was just doing an assignment on Graphing Techniques and Inequalities. Go back to school to do an assignment. Luckily I have training after that. If not it would be such a waste of my time. Had gym since it was raining. Friendly at Shuqun was quite good. If only my knee was better... Sigh, Sigh, SIGH!!!!!!

Today was quite slack, comparing to other days. Reached home at around 1pm. Slept through the afternoon from 2 to 8. Yeah. Piggish me. And I suppose it won't be surprising if I were to say that I haven't touched ANY work yet. Haha. Doomsland! Okay... Not really. Since I haven't been doomed from the way I have been slacking for the past 3 months or so. =P

Tomorrow's agenda will be something like today. Morning training and that's all! Yay! Haha. I think my knee needs rest. Oh, and I bought this knee guard yesterday. Hope it does help (no matter how little it does but please help >.< ).

2008-03-11T17:56:00.002+08:00

Two days into the holidays. Haven't touched any work yet. Lol. Had training in the morning and gym in the afternoon yesterday. Zzz.. Lunched at Curry Wok. Headed to SALT centre after that for a 1-hour gym session. Pretty slack.

My knee is giving problems yet again. Haven't really had much problems with my knee for the past year or so. I guess it's the same old problem I always had in the past and it's acting on my right knee which is supposedly stronger. -.- Hope it recovers soon. I don't want it to hinder my training. And season's coming!

Went back to school today for Chemistry SPA make up and Physics lesson. We spent like 2 hours going through 3 questions. Firstly, I think it's because Mr Tan is slow himself. Secondly, it's because I was arguing with him about a particular question for quite long. Haha. Okay, it wasn't really an argument. It was more like a discussion. Yeah. Haha.

Stoned at the bench for quite awhile. Then saw Leo whom I haven't seen for quite some time. Oh man, I miss 4-10... Those days... You can come crash on whichever Wednesday you want! Haha. Headed to Taka with Wilson and Patricia. So sorry Marie! Lol! Had Pepper Lunch. Burnt a hole on my wallet. >.< Never mind. Crapped for quite some time there. Wilson and Patricia were like doing lame stuff throughout the lunch. They were playing like kids, making me look as if I was their dad since I was just looking at them play. Haha. Walked around before going back home.

Tomorrow is going to be a super long day for me. Maths lesson and high jump training in the morning. Friendly at Shuqun in the afternoon. Ahh... Okay, Liuzhen is going to get angry with me again. Haha...

2008-03-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

I'm like finally online after 3 days!! Haven't been at home for the past 3 days (Grandma's place for a day and Eldwin's place for another). Had training in the afternoon yesterday before heading to Victoria Theatre for Huang Cheng. Missed Mellissa's birthday dinner. >.<

Huang Cheng was good. Didn't really like the first 2 plays but the third one was pretty cute. Haha. Overall very nicely done. Actors were good. Script was fantastic. Props were superb. Yeah. Enjoyed myself. =D

Supper at Marina Square Mac. Was super hungry. Didn't take dinner until then which was like 11.30pm. Headed to Eldwin's place with Liuzhen, and Niyi. Watched some movies and went to sleep. Woke up and played PS3 till about 3 before Eldwin's mum sent us to the bus stop outside school. I miss playing Wii! LOL!

My March holidays are like totally taken away from me. Have to go back to school everyday. -.- I want my rest! I want my holidays!!

2008-03-02T10:51:00.002+08:00

Training days have already been fixed. Mon, Tues, Thurs, Fri, Sat(morning and afternoon). Oh my, oh my. I wonder how I am going to survive this for at least the next few months.

Went to school early before training to discuss some stuff for jxp. In the end, we didn't really discuss much. Supposed to meet at 8 but Charlotte wasn't even there at 9. -.- Trained at the gym since it was raining. Was half dead by then.

Went to Queensway to buy shoe but didn't buy in the end since I couldn't find the correct size for the shoe that I wanted. Training at CCAB was fun! Did some of the normal routine work then played match. I can sense the spirit within the team. That's good. =))

Went back to my grandma's place for dinner. By then, I was already 99.9% dead. Shoulders and thighs were aching like mad from the gym. The extra strain from the volleyball training didn't help at all. >.<

This is only a full Saturday training for me. Just one day and I'm already like that. Can't imagine for upcoming trainings. Hope I don't strain myself too much and get a relapse on my knee and shin.

Tutorials! Class tests! Lecture tests! Ahh! I'm so dead. Time management!

Ok.. That aside. OG dinner later! =D