Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Almost been a week since the last time I posted. The feeling of getting back is just great. =D Fortunately I only have to catch up with 2 days of work which wasn't really a lot anyway. Haven't been studying hard these days though. Feel that I'm back to my old self (as in before the O' Levels).
O2 was fun! Though that day was totally ruined by the screwed-up Chemistry lecture test that morning, it was still fun nonetheless! Yay! Artemis Fac dance rocks! We didn't won the competition but I still feel that it's the best! Artemis! And I love 65! Haha. We're the most enthusiastic class. =D Even dance during the breaks. =P
POP was just as great with all the songs and dances. The whole feeling is just like O1 (only without the campfire), if not, better. I just love all the songs. The mass dances wasn't that great though, since I don't remember how to dance at all. Was just following Qinsheng in the front. Haha. =P In any case, I had fun. =)
Took many photos after that with the vballers. I want the photos!
So that speaks the end of Orientation. Must start to get down to serious work. Com'on! I need to mug! I need the motivation! I want to get back my mugging self that I had last year! >.<
Oh. Before I can do that, I need to polish on my time management. Haven't really fix my training days for both high jump and volleyball. Most probably it will be 123456. =/ Argh... Hope that I can survive this.
{10:13 PM}
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Yesterday and today had been a roller coaster ride for me. I experienced one of my worst and also one of my best times of my life just within a span of a day. Lol.
Was waiting for the call from HC last night. The more I waited, the more anxious I become. Was so anxious till a stage I almost broke down. Lay on my bed and began to wonder. What if I really couldn't make it. What if I have to leave all my friends. What if I have to end up in AJ for my next 2 years. Really felt like crying out but I held back my tears.
It was like this for 3 hours before I began to feel better somehow. I started to relax and let go. There's nothing I can do about it anyway. Then Gavin called and gave me this glimmer of hope when 2 applicants rejected their appeal. I decided not to expect too much from it. I don't want to fall down hard once more.
Reported to AJ in the morning. Was mentally prepared to face that place for my next 2 years already. But this one call changed my entire course. The caller went something like "Hi. Is this Lennis? If there's a spot in HC, would you like to enter?" I almost wanted to scream into the phone but managed to control myself. Actually before that call, there was already a missed call 2 minutes before that. I suppose it's the same person. Luckily for me I picked up the phone if not I could not have come back! =D
Yeah. So that's the whole story for me. I'm damn high now!!! Woohoo!!
{9:49 PM}
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
It's fate at work again.
It's predestined.
It can't be changed.
And the feeling is terrible.
{8:17 PM}
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Lectures..
Tutorials..
Tests..
Trainings..
Muscle strains..
Appeal results..
I'm sick of all these..
Worried..
Anxious..
Lost..
I'm tired..
原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了
{8:27 PM}
Monday, February 11, 2008
I don't know if I'm thinking too much or something. I feel very unsafe about this. Have been talking to Y. Not sure if he meant what I thought. In any case, I somewhat know how the situation is like, at least from my point of view. 'Not to give up' I'm not sure if I should take that advice, my friend. I actually had that thought in mind before as I thought so much about it. Would it be better? Should I still hang on to my feelings or should I just let it go? I'm lost. Actually it had been like that since the start of it. I have no clue as to where I'm heading. It's like standing in the middle of a T-junction. There are many ways I can go but I just don't know which direction.
Okay people. Go ahead and say I'm emo. Yes! I'm emo!!
{8:31 PM}
Sunday, February 10, 2008
This post is specially dedicated to Alan Lin since he did this honourary mention of me in his blog. Haha.
Anyway,
Happy Belated Birthday! LOL!
My recent posts are quite random I realised. Haha.
{8:59 PM}
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Had been some time since the last time I posted. Pretty much occupied these days.
Met up with some friends at Cine HK Cafe for Jana's farewell dinner on Tues evening. Leaving on Saturday night I think. Don't think I can make it. >.< Spent some time talking with them before leaving.
Chinese New Year! Celebrations in Hwa Chong on the eve is so much better than the ones I spent in CHS for the past 10 years. But it still cannot entertain me much. >.< Our store was better than I expected! Haha. We managed to sell all our Mars Bars and break even! LOL! First time getting to "lao yu sheng" in school. Was pretty fun but dirty. Everyone was trying to 'lao' very high with some trying to throw some of it onto others. Haha.
Went back to CHS after that. Didn't get to see many teachers though. =( But at least I get to see many of my friends. =) Was almost late for reunion lunch. =\ I miss playing with Melissa. Haha. And she always seem to fall for the Hide and Seek trick. Lol! I feel so evil. >.<
Reunion dinner wasn't too fantastic. Just that this year is a little special because I get to wash the dishes. LOL! Went to Eldwin's place after dinner! Stayed over. Liuzhen came too. Played a little Wii, PS3 and Mahjong. I'm good in the tennis game! Haha!
Sleeping for 2 hours isn't fun. Especially when I have to go visiting the next day. >.< Was half falling asleep in the morning. Found myself sleeping in my grandma's place in the afternoon. The worst of all, with all the guest at the place. =S But I didn't really care much about it though. Red Packets more important. Hehe. =P
Another round of visiting today. Don't think there will be any tomorrow. Hope not. I'm pretty tired of it. Time to get started on my homework I guess. =S
Oh! And Valentine's Day gifts! =\
{12:27 AM}
Sunday, February 3, 2008
I seriously hate Econs. -.- ILP is driving me crazy. Spent almost the whole afternoon at KAP doing up the project. But I think half the time we're being distracted. Lol.
Maths test tomorrow! ILP must submit tomorrow!! And we're still doing it now!! LOL!!!
I admit this post is kind of random... lol >.<
{10:27 PM}