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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Feeling a little depressed today. And it's NOT because rw blame me for not going to the airport to fetch her. -.-!!

Hate to have people putting hopes and expectations on myself. Not that I'm disappointed about myself or whatever. I don't really care if it was a screw up on my part on my own work. Things become different when it involves others.

Perhaps I'm just thinking too much about it but I seriously can't help it. I want it to go smoothly. As in who doesn't? The rest are all putting such great trust and hope in me and in the end I couldn't produce results. And the thing is that the results aren't going to affect just me alone. It feels just like I've somewhat made the rest suffer from what I've done though it isn't really totally the case. I just can't help but feel bad. ><

Went back to CHS today to tutor Clement. Didn't really do much. Was doing Reaction Kinetics tutorial. Only helped him with some questions.

Physics SPA tomorrow! And omg! Shit! Eld's present! =/

{6:39 PM}

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

CHMA on Saturday was nice! Juz-B is good! A capella is very nice! Haha! I think the participants are getting better year by year. =)

Badminton for PE. I'm getting a little addicted to it. Haha! Oh! Played doubles against Eldwin and Luther with Liuzhen and ended with a score of 21-18!! HAHA! It's LUTHER! OMG! WE'RE ZAI LIUZHEN! HAHA!

And WELCOME BACK TWIN!! I bet u missed me! XP

Chem clock tomorrow! Physics SPA on Thursday! GEMS on Saturday! Physics Lecture Test on Monday (with eld's birthday lol)! And don't know when dinner or lunch to celebrate eld's birthday! LOL! BUSY!

{8:49 PM}

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Kbox on Thursday was fun. Had a sore throat though. And it just got worse after that. Lol. Walked around Marina square with the girls (or rather chris and patricia) playing around like some little kids. Haha.

Racial Harmony Day yesterday (like I really care lol). The CT session was very funny with the play and Aran on stage. Haha. Stayed back in school after that to slack with Eldwin. Played a little badminton, basketball and volleyball. Then say down on the steps by the field. Atmosphere of the school at night is quite nice. Talked about leaving this place after 2 years (for him 6). Reminded me of the times when I was back in CHS and leaving after 10 years. Ahh...

Going back CHS later for CHMA! It has been quite some time since I went back. =)

{1:08 PM}

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Track Finals today. Wasn't really interested in all the races. Just the jumps. Haha.

Gambling at Liuzhen's house was fun with luther and patricia. eld and sufen joined us later. Lost 11 bucks at first but gone on a winning streak and won some in the end! =D

Got back almost all of block test's results. Fancy having my best subject sharing the same marks as my worst one. >< Grah! Twin will understand how I'm feeling now. Lol. Nvm! What's over is over!

Friendly tomorrow at 8pm. -.- Wth. And I 无缘无故 ended up as QM. Err... Never mind. Don't feel like doing tutorial!! =/

{9:27 PM}

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Finally received my pay after a 1-week delay. Totally stressed out by my student. >< Never mind. One step at a time.

Twin left for Austria yesterday, or rather this morning. Hope she's doing fine there. =)

Celebrated Bryan's birthday on Friday during CT period. Bought a football together with Zhenrui and the Jiemeis on Thursday at Queensway. Hong Kong Cafe snow ice is damn nice! Haha!

Realised I owe people money and people owe me money due to sharing costs for presents for numerous people. Lol! Time to do some accounting work.

I want to watch Hellboy II!! Haven't watch the first one though. Will catch it later on TV. Haha.

{4:34 PM}

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Hmm... It seems like I have just written a thousand-word essay... LOL!!! XD

{3:46 PM}

Was flipping through the Feb 2008 copy of Reader's Digest (don't know where the hell did I get it from) and read one of the stories which made me think quite hard. I know I'm not supposed to be doing this when I have so many other work which I ALL haven't started. Never mind!!

It was entitled "My True Love, Sometimes the heart takes unexpected turns" by Aung Linn. It is about a guy who got to know a girl whom he likes a lot but the girl had a fiance then. They became closer to each other and confessed their love.

But soon after the girl decided to leave as the fiance was back. He met another girl but he knew that he was only treating her as a substitute. "She was simply sweet, I thought I could love her" Both got married with the guy having problems with his marriage. After a long time, he started to contact his first love. Apparently his love never died. Then he got a call from his long-forgotten sweetheart who was married and wanted to rekindle the romance.

... ... "I can't forget you, I think about you everyday" ... ...

... ... "Suddenly, everything became clear - this was exactly how I felt about Khin Khin. I had spent my entire married life dreaming about my first love even though she didn't love me." ... ...

... ... "I have finally woken up from the dreams of my first love. I no longer dwell on the past." ... ...

... ... "Although my youthful dreams will never come true, I am finally satisfied with what I have." ... ...

Quotes from "My True Love", Reader's Digest Feb 2008

Life is all about picking up and letting go. Is there really such a thing as "forever"? Can we hold on forever? Though some things may be hard to let go but we have to learn for there will always come a time for us to.

Satisfied with what I have ... ...

I certainly hope I am ... =)

{3:07 PM}

Waking up this early on a Saturday morning isn't really what I always do. I guess the nagging of my mum is just simply too disturbing for me to continue sleeping. Haha.

Supposed to go for Homecoming but I realised I have too much work to do for the weekend!

To-do List:

EOM
ILP
Chem Clock

Grah! I hate to have so many projects going on concurrently.

Podcasting wasn't really that bad after all I guess. Looking at the final product (though not very fantastic) was pretty satisfying after all the hardwork put in. =) The other podcasts were good!

Watched Hancock. Not a very good show in my opinion. Bad plot. Not enough action. Sometimes it gets pretty boring. Though it has got some very funny tag lines like "Call me an asshole... again". Haha. Wanted is better!

Shopping on Thursday! Went to Bugis with Eld, Sufen, Zhenrui and Yulei. Hate my nose. Haha. >< Walked around Bugis Junction. Ate all 5 flavours of flavour burst! Still like chocolate. Met up with Mell Yeo who fortunately did not get lost! =P Went to Bugis street and managed to find a white handbag for ruiwen! YOU BETTER USE IT OK!!!! Haha. Went back to Bugis Junction and found a wallet in GUESS for chris. Very nice white wallet. And YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF IT!!!

Chris birthday celebration! Trying to put up a surprise for her isn't very easy. The whole process made me and zr going around like some idiots trying to hide. And we had to have Plan C before we succeeded! Haha!

Plan A: Let Mrs Tam to give present to chris when she meets her for consultation. Mrs Tam said she's not meeting as chris did not ask for it. So we did not pass the present to her. In the end, chris just went to find her anyway. FAILED!

Plan B (credits to wilson. Haha) : Put present in chris' bag and hang calvin's "pao" on the bag. In the end she did not even realise there was a 'pao' on her bag. -.-'' FAILED!

Plan C: This time we decided to take both her old and new wallet. Luckily she realised that it was "stolen". Haha. So Eld and I went to the toilet and swap all her stuff to the new one. Then I manged to lure chris away from the class bench with her bag there to let eld put in the new wallet. And TA-DA!! And so she got a new wallet with a free transfer service and a box to keep her old wallet. Haha!!! Yay!!

Went to Seoul Gardens for dinner. No more Seoul Gardens next time. Should have gone to Yuki Yaki instead! >< But never mind. We still had a lot fun eating (the girls playing with food). Stoned at the fountain outside taka for a while. So the girls requested for the guys to sing for them and so we, except calvin, sang. Haha. The girls took too long to decide on the song so we just sang some random songs we can think of and bryan playing the guitar. The girls decided to take some pictures but it was pretty much a failure. Haha! In the end, I had to do up a pose for them to have a decent photo. XD I always thought girls are better at this!! Tsk!! Okay. Then they made me and bryan take some random photos along the streets but bryan did not want. Haha. So it was left with me. LOL!

Reached home at around 2315 I think. Was really tired but fun nonetheless. =D Will post some of the pictures on the class blog. I think there's a need to revive it with some pictures. Haha.

So yeap! Haven't had such a long update in a pretty long time. Haha.

Before I forget...

Happy Birthday chris darling! XD

{9:50 AM}

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Podcasting was a total boredom. Don't know why did I signed up for it in the first place. Shall not talk about it.

Watching Hancock tomorrow~!!! Yay! Haha! Hope it's going to be nice! Oh my! I'm spending too much money these days. >< Thursday going to watch 21? =/

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

Sigh... ><

{10:56 PM}