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Sunday, October 26, 2008
Life without my com and internet connection totally sucks to the max! GRAH! And I have to live with this until Wed when my mum comes back! DAMN!!

Scream yesterday was quite boring. Watched 2 movies and went home. But it's better than staying at home and rot. Haha.

I'm bored now. And PW sucks! LOL! Ok... This post is random... =/

{4:21 PM}
Sunday, October 19, 2008
1.5 more hours before the end of the day. Haha. Luckily I didn't touch any PW on my birthday. Lol! Watched 2 movies that my bros bought back home today. And Eld did a damn stupid thing! Haha!! =P I won't delete it!!! XD

Dinner at Fish and Co. Then received a special delivery and Haagen Dazs fondue treat! Yay! Thank you very very muchhh! I promise I will hug it every night to sleep. Haha! =D

And hope your knee is doing fine. =)

{10:30 PM}
Yesterday was seriously a blast. Was totally shocked about the things that happened last night. After slogging my way through PW and frying my brain trying to think of the limitations and solutions, I had my biggest shock of the year. Haha! Imagine the class appear in front of you without you expecting anything beforehand. Lol!

Enjoyed myself last night being dunked and dunking people into the pool. Smashing people with cake and also getting smashed first. The whole surprise BBQ and celebration.

A really really BIG THANK YOU to everyone!
To Bryan who let us use his house and mess up the area beside the pool.
To my PW group-mates Yulei, Eliz, Liuzhen and Bryan who totally covered up the party with PW and cheat my feelings! XD
To Marie who organised the celebration and actually sms my mum about it. Haha! And also for the pretty little notebook. =D
To my so beloved class who made this whole thing possible.
To all the guys who thrown me into the pool before I even know it.
To Zhenrui who was the master chef along with many other chefs too like sistah! and Calvin.
To Eehong who made time for me and ps-ing his crystal! Haha!
To Leo whom I met briefly after the BBQ for his wishes.
To the Jie-Meis and Zhenrui and Bryan who made me a really beautiful deck of cards and the adidas polo shirt. I promise I will use them!
To Mellyeo for the cute little soft toy.
To Rachel for the donuts.
To my super nice, chio and smart twin(okay.. she didn't point knife at me for this) for her first wishes and company for 3 hours on the phone. Haha!
To Xinyi, Pat, Liuzhen, Calvin, Yulei, Chris, Rachel for their midnight wishes! Sorry peeps I didn't reply last night!
To Shuai Ge for his wishes on msn! Haha!
To Eliz for her wake up call and wishes in the morning. XD
To those that I forgot to thank here I'm really sorry but THANK YOU!!

=D

{9:03 AM}
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Have been feeling really stressed up these days. Not because of promos results (which actually turned out not too bad) but Project Work! Grah! We have to hand in the report by Monday and it seems that we still have A LOT to touch up and finish. And WTH! OP trials are on Tuesday which didn't make things any much better. -.- And word died on me last night when I was doing up the report and I had to re-do everything!

Okay. Ignore whatever I typed above. Just ranting. Haha. Got to meet up for PW later in the afternoon. Damn! This totally sucks! Why can't MOE just abolish it one year earlier then we won't have to suffer through all these crap!

On a brighter note, it's just one more day! XD

{8:40 AM}
Sunday, October 5, 2008
It's pretty much irritating to see those drama serials that depict families with so many problems like brothers fighting over inheritance, couples filing divorce over a really teeny weeny problem, etc. Used to think how "fake" all these were when I was young, only to realise as time passes that all these so called dramatic incidents are all happening around me.

Was at my grandma's place just now and as I was taking a nap I heard my grandpa screaming at my grandma for some nuts reason. Just because she complained that some noodles that SHE was cooking wasn't nice. Oh com'on! If you think you can cook better than her just go and take over! She's already doing all the cooking and housework for you. What more do you want to ask for! DAMN!!!

Looking at my own family made me feel that all these things are just so real. Grandparents having this kind of problems after living for so many years together. The other grandparents having problems of separation. Seeing ALL my uncles and aunts fighting over who to pay for THEIR DAD'S expenses on BOTH sides. Looking at all the irregular attendance for 'family' gatherings due to those money problems. Hearing about my uncles and aunts always threatening to file a divorce when their children are already in their teens (so they have lived with each other for more than a decade). Looking at my grandpa having another woman outside of the family?! Sometimes I wonder why are all these things happening right in front of my face! DAMN!!!!!!!

Perhaps all these things are just part and parcel of life. Everyone's life seems to be revolving around money. Money > Kinship. Family ties can be broken because of money. All these sounds so ridiculous yet so real. Money seems to be the 'in' thing now that everyone is forgetting what family relationship is all about. So sons are not supposed to pay for their dad's expenses? Daughters are not supposed to help with the loan that their dad is currently having difficulty paying?!

Maybe I won't be able to really understand how it is like to be in those situations since I don't have my own family to support. Maybe I'm just too young and naive to think this way. "Life's all about money, son! Who cares about kinship!" Maybe I'm just too nosy and should not be bothering about all these "adult" stuff. Maybe I will well just be like one of my uncles doing the exact same thing to my dad when I grow up.

Sigh... Hate it when I start thinking about all these. Perhaps I should just feel fortunate that my mum and dad are rational enough (at least from how I'm looking at things) and I don't have much problems with my brothers (as of yet that is).

{3:57 PM}
Finally promos are OVER! Ended with a free frag paper which was kind of a relief since Maths and Chem was pretty much a screw up on my part. Damn! =/

After promos activity! Went to bowl after physics. And I had to chip my nail everytime I bowl. Lol! Overnight mahjong but ended up losing freaking lots of money. >.< Didn't manage to catch Eagle Eye though. Sian! Who wants to go watch!

FOS on Monday! 65 all the way! We will win every other team! Lets go people! We can do it! =D

Sabbats = 10 hours of pool! Yay! Haha! Haven't been playing pool for a really long time. Feeling noob. LOL

In the midst of all the fun and excitement, pretty sad to say but there's still.............. PW!! -.- Zzz!

Okay. Got to go off for tuition!

{10:23 AM}



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